Someone asked me a question today, when am i going to accept the "guy". My answer was, i don't feel like getting into a relationship. Then she asked, you still holding on the past? Then i wondering.. am i? But i don't think i am. After i came back from the dinner, my mind started to refresh all the sweet memories that happened between me n "him". It was very sweet and happy before but it was also bitter n suffer.
Everyone think that it is a "must" to date and get marry. But for me, it is just what our parents and grandparents told us so. I stared to discover my destiny, which is not to get marry but to achieve something. Something like Mother Teresa, Ajahn Chan and Princess Diana. Haha.. people might be thinking that am i losing my mind. But i know, i m not. This is what we suppose to do in this world, not only to fall in love, get marry and deliver baby. I saw the different side of our life purpose but most of the people just follow the way that everyone else used to go through. No one can said that which side is better, but you have to know your life purpose.The choices is in our hand. Can you see the other side?? Open the door of your heart, then you will discover it.
